[00:57 to 01:19]
Trust me, my lone brother
You don't want to be me
I haven't slept for days
As I am cursed to see
Nightmares so violent
I'm pushed out of my sleep
So many long nights I
Corner myself and weep
[01:19 to 01:24]
It is not paranoia
I don't hallucinate
[01:30 to 01:35]
Why don't you believe me?
Don't let this be my fate
[02:04 to 02:26]
I am in direct conflict
With what the world follows
Ask me what it feels like
Living amongst shadows
Doctors say I need help
This all is in my head
One moment I feel free
The next, chained to my bed
[02:26 to 02:31]
It is not paranoia
This hell ain't worth the search
[02:37 to 02:42]
The bells of my funeral
Do not wake up my church
[03:44 to 04:06]
The more I try to run
The more I trip and fall
I'm struck against the ground
But still in pain, I crawl
The doors keep on slamming
Windows never stay locked
I shake with the calls of
Crows outside that have flocked
[04:07 to 04:17]
It is not paranoia
Somehow I see light bend
I am on my knees to them
But this nightmare won't end
[04:18 to 04:28]
It is not paranoia
But you still won't believe
I am condemned forever
For I can never ever leave