PeacefulDiaries / Sanskriti Karn 14 days ago
Hey Guys, I need help with the music production and vocals of this song. The lyrics are I am sitting on the edge of my bed, But it feels like I am falling. I am pulling the blanket with me, And I am falling. I try to pull myself up But I am still falling. And I am wondering if I?ll ever get up again. Nobody?s going to hear me, I am all alone. The thud of my falling, Will only echo in my heart. The clutch of my heart, The sting on my arm, As I try to hold my sheets for the last time. And I know you are thinking that, Its only twelve inches down, Where are they falling? But its an abyss, Nine minutes of falling. I am still trying to pull myself up, But I can feel myself about to let go, I am trying to hold on to the wood, But my hand is wet. Its red, And it?s slippery. My bed sheet is letting go. I am clutching, and I am sweating. I am not holding. I am about to fall, Nine minutes, And straight to hell. I know you are thinking that, I am sitting on the edge of my bed, But it feels like I am falling. I am pulling the blanket with me, And I am falling. I try to pull myself up But I am still falling. And I am wondering if I?ll ever get up again. The hair is stuck on the back of my neck, My skin is ridden with bumps, The scars rough as I trail my hands, I am clinging to my sheets, I am about to let go, My throat is hurting, And I don?t know, If it?ll ever stop bleeding. My mind is shutting down, And I am going to let go, I cant feel my wrists, As they are flowing. I am not trying to try now, I am not clutching tightly now, My fingers are loosening, I am feeling the wind quicken now, As I am gaining speed now. The blanket wrapped around me, Like in every nightmare. I am going to fall now, Twelve feet under. And I know you are thinking that, I am sitting on the edge of my bed, But it feels like I am falling. I am pulling the blanket with me, And I am falling. I am not trying to pull myself up And I am still falling. And I am wondering if I?ll ever be up again. The adrenaline is in my mind now, My mind is feeling again, I am trying to fall harder, My mind is awake again. And I don?t know if I want to ever stop falling, I like the feeling of falling, And I don?t know why, I didn?t want to fall. I am going to hit bottom, And maybe that will be better than this. The stinging in my arms feels good now, The scars on my body feels smooth now, My blanket is wrapping itself tighter around me, My neck is closing up, And it feels good. I know no one is going to hear the thud of my fall, But its okay now, Because my mind is awake, And my heart isn?t feeling lonely no more. And I know you are thinking, I am sitting on the edge of my bed, But I am about to reach the end of my fall I am pulling the blanket with me, And I am falling. I try to fall harder Falling too slow for me And I am wondering if I?ll ever be up again. My eyes are fluttering, And suddenly they are open again, I am still on my bed, Its drenched, It?s red and it?s wet. My blanket is around my neck, But my mind is sleeping again. I am not falling, But it?s like I have lost my mind. The room is spinning And I am waiting to fall again. https://www.kompoz.com/music/collaboration/1054970 *OntheEdgeofMyBed


     

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