Losing My Disguise Alternative

Released May 4, 2019

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Composition

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James Fraser ("offthewall")
South Shields near Newcastle Tyneside United Kingdom
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Composition, all music and production.
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Joel Sattler ("joel_sattlersongs")
Chevy Chase Maryland USA
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Lyrics
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Nigel Robinson ("Gemini")
Scotland United Kingdom
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Drums
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Peter Zero ("Mr_Sinister")
Scotland United Kingdom
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Lead guitar breaks

Sound Recording

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Joel Sattler ("joel_sattlersongs")
Chevy Chase Maryland USA
Other releases
Lyrics.
PRO
Nigel Robinson ("Gemini")
Scotland United Kingdom
Other releases
Drums.
PREMIER
Peter Zero ("Mr_Sinister")
Scotland United Kingdom
Other releases
Lead guitar breaks
PLUS
James Fraser ("offthewall")
South Shields near Newcastle Tyneside United Kingdom
Other releases
Guitars, bass, vocal, production
Artist's Notes

More lyrical gems from the pen of Sattler.

Lyrics

LOSING MY DISGUISE

 

I can?t remember what I want to remember 

I can't forget what I want to forget 

I can?t remember what I imagined 

I can?t imagine what comes next 

 

so many years in hiding 

so many horses bet 

so many jockeys riding 

so many secrets kept 

 

but now I?m losing my disguise 

I?m losing my disguise 

all the puzzle pieces 

are falling from my eyes 

everybody wears a costume 

everybody wears a lie 

so it should be no surprise 

I?m losing my disguise  

 

I can't understand where I stand 

I can't stand what I understand 

I can't be where I should have been 

I can't have what I can not win 

 

if everything's a dream 

it can't be what it seems 

and if all is illusion 

this must be a delusion 

 

if you can't believe your eyes 

you never will be wise 

but still you gotta try  

until the day you die 

 

tonight I'm going home 

if I can find the way 

I used to know by heart 

but that was yesterday 

 

I prayed to God for freedom 

and so he set me free 

and after all these years 

it wasn't really me

 

I?m losing my disguise 

I?m losing my disguise 

all the puzzle pieces 

are falling from my eyes 

everybody wears a costume 

everybody wears a lie 

so it should be no surprise 

I?m losing my disguise